Hello

Hi guys

I need to start this off by saying sorry for not posting in the last few months. I am so sorry I have been neglecting you. I'm afraid after all the effort with Blue being up with me and attempting nursing placement far away from uni and home I have crashed and burned. It's safe to say my assumption that I could cope with everything after mum passing was optimistic to say the least. My life has been an absolute rollarcoaster recently, not the fun type though. I spent four weeks travelling from uni and placement constantly switching from nursing patients on ward to nursing and managing Blue. I was struggling under the pressure and my on ward mentor was a great support to tell me that I needed time out to get myself back together.

So, a couple of weeks ago Blue and I, both came home. To be honest it seemed like an absolute disaster and I am still pretty negative about everything but I thought I owed you guys an explanation. You guys have still stayed with me in this quiet period and all the hits I see coming in even when I haven't posted in months is the sweetest. Thank-you everyone. You are all amazing peeps and I couldn't ask for better.

Now, I can't promise you anything since my life is still up in the air but what I can say is that I am not dissappearing x Please stay with me until I find my feet again x Thank-you

                                              Adios Amigos xxx

P.S
I managed to break my laptop so my youtube has been very quiet as I have all my footage and work in progress videos saved on that but hopefully in a week or so that shall be all sorted and I will have something up. Thank-you x